I was always a quitter.
Since I was a kid I have never finished what I started.
I started playing football, but I stopped because I sucked.
I tried martial arts a couple of times because I wanted to be tougher, mentally and physically. But I gave up because I was afraid of being beaten.
I loved to draw. But I threw my love for it just because my friends are better than me.
“The greats weren’t great because at birth they could paint.The greats were great because they’d paint a lot”
Those were the words I kept close to my heart. It was from a song by Macklemore.
I wish I had learnt this earlier.
That nobody was good from the beginning.
Everyone started with shitty drawings.
I wish I had kept going.
I wish I was not a quitter who kept on making excuses.
I wish I was not a fool for trying not to look like a fool.
But in the end, I was the fool.
For not trying my best.